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23
another year of figuring it out
happy birthday, M.

☆ the story so far
It does not do to dwell on dreams and forget to live.
Albus Dumbledore

♪ side B
We're broken people. I'm the last of a dying breed.
Twenty One Pilots — Stressed Out
After all this time? Always.
Severus Snape

a note

It's hard to believe, but yes — it's been 5 years.

Five years of this site, and five years of knowing you. And somehow, even after all this time, I feel like I've only seen the tip of the iceberg. Every day, there's something more to you than I can quite process, another feeling, another side, another little surprise.

Perhaps that's the beauty of it. I get to keep discovering you, all that you are, in all your complexity, as this wonderful bag of emotions that never quite stops surprising me.

It's been so many things over these five years, but there's always been something that felt especially ours — the comfort and ease with which we opened up to each other. The honesty. The feeling that we could go beyond the usual, beyond what we show most people, and simply be ourselves.

I don't know exactly what the next five years will look like. But I do know that I want to keep this alive — this comfort, this honesty, this little world we've built between us.

For as long as we can. Forever, if we're lucky. 💙❤️

Stay alive, stay alive, for me.
Twenty One Pilots — Truce